Friday, May 23, 2008

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If you ask me there is only one thing I'm really afraid of. Realizing some day that what you believed to be a very significant part of your life is going to be like just another thing. You come across it-you understand it-you love it-you leave it-you almost forget it. It becomes just another of those dusty distant memories you can barely recall.

But there is a beauty to it. If you set aside the dejection and the disappointment and look at the inside, there would be a thousand things you can smile about. Things you've gained and will never lose. Maybe you were never supposed to be a part of it. Maybe its for the best. There is a girl out there, I gotta tell this to. I've liked you a lot and its not been a smooth ride. But for every reason you gave me to dislike you, I've found a million reasons to like you more. And for some other reason, I'm never going to be the guy you are going to feel special with.

But if I'm going to get a chance, you bet I'm gonna smoke it. Lol.

My current playlist

Lifehouse- Whatever it takes
Natasha Beddingfield- Pocketful of sunshine
Coldplay- Violet Hill
Coldplay- Viva la Vida

10 steps to heaven:

Anonymous said...

cant u pls mention that girl's name? let others knw abt that 'girl'.....

c.H.a.O.s FrEaK said...

buhahaha ...paranju tharoooola

Anonymous said...

heyyy.....paranjal entha prasnam?
ariyan vendiyalle

c.H.a.O.s FrEaK said...

why would I want an anony to know things about me [:d] bring urself to light

g-man said...

buggy these anonymous commenters aren't they?

well, i do think a significant part of life is just another thing. its worth it just because of what we are like at that moment. we might remember what happened, but we won't be in that state of mind, so it won't be that important any more. at least, that's what i think. so you tell me now, who is this girl? :D

c.H.a.O.s FrEaK said...

Some anonys can be important.

Something significant just cant be another thing unless every other thing is that significant.

Lavina said...

hey thr. saw ur blog link on an orkut community.

very nice post. when we want something we desire it and pursue it. but when we get it somehow we forget its value

mebbe if u'd got the girl, ur love wudve ended there. now that u dont have her, mebbe ull always love her.

g-man said...

a circle has no beginning...yep

c.H.a.O.s FrEaK said...

@ lavina

I don't know. Maybe.I'm not sure I'd take it for granted. You know maybeS work good on both sides of the case.

Thanks for the comment :-)

@ g-man

Gotta kill the Euclid guy !

g-man said...

i think you're a coupla millenia too late there bro