Credits Rolling

Maybe it'd help you to know that I know you don't exactly like me the same way and that all this that is happening is not at all about owning you or making you like me. In fact its not even in the agenda . You know maybe I'm overdoing things here, but honestly I don't care how strange all this reads. I'd rather overdo it and make you realize a few things. I don't wanna regret not letting you know this.

A few good years down the lane I'd probably be not thinking about this anymore. I don't claim that I'll be thinking about you and only you for all my life. Which I'm sure you would understand. But I've found you. You know me. And this is not another of my jokes. I know you've a different world which I don't figure in; a place where you already have all the things you'd want. I even know why you are waiting, what you are waiting for and I wish everyone of your dreams come true. I'm not trying to be a very nice guy here. I know what I'm and I totally accept that I don't deserve you. And this is not melodramatic bullshit. I mean every word of it. You can walk when you wish to; just that I'd be behind and sort of hoping that you'd look back and wave your hand and smile:-). And just 'coz I know you, I'd say this too. I like you for what you are and in no way are you responsible for it. I'm not living inside a film, I won't stop liking you in one and a half hours. Maybe I'm talking a lot here. I'll make it even more simple 'coz I don't want you to feel wretched 'coz of this.

I like you. I know that you don't like me that way and I'm not asking you to like me. And still I do like you. I don't think that just 'coz I like you, I need to make you mine. It doesn't bother me to know that I can't. But if you still can just let me remain where I'm in your mind, whatever dingy corner it be ....that'd be nice. I know that sounded filmy, but well ...you know when I mean it I guess. I don't want to fade away just 'coz I'm telling you the truth. Fair right? I want you to believe what I'm saying even if it changes little. I know I can be quite impulsive like one good friend of mine pointed out to me. I might be; but what I feel for you is not just an impulse. And I honestly don't think I've wronged you.....I've only liked you :-)

Well maybe I could make it even simpler, I'm a devil, you are an angel, And I like you. :-)

Mushy me ...!

Hey and actually I've been writing about you for a long time now .....maybe you wanna know what I saw in you.

first, yeah ...the butterfly

then came, well.....the realization

then the obvious last resort, ....hope !!

and when everything is done and decided, against you, ......the confession

and some more left over confessions

and in the end I get to be the weird myself ......my friends, my alters.

(yeah....I'm the one with the birth mark, I'm stout(sorta) n I fear I'm balding :-o) Odd one.

ha, whatever. Hey, but I like you just the way I said I do :-)